Posted by n1clude on 2026-09-01 21:04

Hi.

Forgot about my website for a while, as I always seem to do. This post is a short one.

Website design

I hate this design now. I mean, the light color scheme is kind of fine. It’s the dark scheme I hate now. It’s all glowy and shit. Needs a proper recolor.

These terminal insertions are cringe asf too. Will remove them probably.

Hmm, how would Times New Roman look on my documents…

The dates are broken too wtf?

Life rant

I wanted to make interesting posts here. Seems the dream is gone now that the semester has fully began fucking me in the ass. I’m heavily procrastinating, almost miss my deadlines and I seem to engage more in stupid game development rather than solving a bachelor thesis. Might need to reflect on that a lot and finally force myself to do something to save the future self.

Game dev?

Yea about that…

Recently I’ve been designing UIs for my upcoming gamemode in gmod. The working title is “Mil-Sim Europa.” I’ve been thinking a lot of what that’s gonna be about. This will be something like a Battlefield inspired shooter. BF2, to be exact. Will share more details later, but a certain gaming community I’m currently actively participating in already knows some details.

For now, check out these faction banners I’ve designed myself!

I was thinking of adding some call-to-action to these posters but everything that came into my head was sounding mega cringe so I forfeited that idea.

Why Gmod?

This game is the only one which makes me feel something when developing. I’ve tried Godot, but it felt… easy? Too boring for me? I guess I’d rather fight gazillion gmod lua and source engine bugs and quirks than build a game. That makes me feel something. For now, I haven’t found impassable walls which would break my gameplay ideas. And I don’t have to make original assets. HL2 is already good. All I need is to edit some assets to suit the needs and it’s gonna be fire. Better than using GenAI and shit.

I plan to make original assets! Just not now. Not in this decade…

Finale

Huh, well. This might be an interesting post now that I’m reading my words.

I actually wanted to scream into the internet. Part of the post is the scream. Another part of it made me feel less anxious… That’s only ’cause I don’t think about doing the thesis, hahah.

Thanks for reading, whoever you might be.

also check out this cute miku